Mina Brigitta's Hospital Blog

Daily entries chronicling Mina Brigitta Mae Olson's battle with Acute Myelogenous Leukemia

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Day +32: not much change

Thanks to everyone for wrote in today. It really means a lot to us to see 10 messages by 9 AM and 19 by 7 PM. I didn't even know that many people read the blog! This has been a pretty overwhelming couple of weeks. Dr. Loh doesn't really have much of a role with Mina Brigitta's care these days, but she stopped by to visit. She took one look at Mina and said "Oh my God! What happened to your skin?!?" I kind of feel that way too, and it really helps to know that there are so many people who care so much about our little girl

As every day seems to, today brought some positives and some negatives. The positive was the dermatologist's visit. She was very encouraged that the rash didn't seem to be spreading. The newly affected areas have continued to evolve, getting larger, darker and angrier, but the areas that were affected last week are getting better. The color is gradually turning from a deep red to a light brown that indicates healing. If the agent was indeed the Septra which she got over the weekend, the dermatologist thought that the peak of the reaction probably occurred Sunday or Monday, and that we should see slow improvement from here. She also said the cell damage seemed to be pretty shallow, meaning that she shouldn't have much in the way of long-term scarring or elasticity problems. As of now the biopsy isn't back yet, but this doctor told us that the drug reactions and GVH look similar, so the biopsy might not be able to tell us definitively which she has. They will probably keep treating both; she'll start receiving IV immunoglobulin daily instead of every two weeks to as a treatment for Stevens-Johnson Syndrome, and will probably receive another dose of the diclizumab antibody as a treatment for GVH.

The negative came later. She had a quiet afternoon, but around 5 PM had a very painful stool with a large volume of blood, and then another at about 7 PM. There could be any number of reasons to have bloody stools, including low platelets, stress from the drug reaction, a c diff. infection, or continued problems with GVHD. This is pretty discouraging, because it seemed like her gut had been improving. They're just going to support her for now with transfusions of blood and platelets, and watch to see if it evolves. If it gets any worse, the G-I specialists may want to do an endoscopy to see if they can see anything. She's due for another dose of the Infliximab tomorrow, so hopefully that will help.

All in all, she's been quite stable, and for that we are very thankful. They might have actually thought about moving us back up to BMT tomorrow if this gut issue hadn't cropped up. Now I suspect it'll be a few more days. Thanks again for all of your thoughts and prayers.

13 Comments:

  • At 8:19 PM PDT, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Hi guys - Praying non stop for you Miss Mina! What a rough couple of days. We love you so much and can't wait until you feel better! Anta has to give you lots of hugs for us.
    Bryan Lisa Bailey and Jack

     
  • At 8:32 PM PDT, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    My thoughts are with you, I know what an awsome job you are doing as parents and that the universe is asking so much from you right now.

    I found this poem and the web I thought I would share it with you.

    Cancer is so limited...
    It cannot cripple love.
    It cannot shatter hope.
    It cannot corrode faith.
    It cannot eat away peace.
    It cannot kill friendship.
    It cannot shut out memories.
    It cannot silence courage.
    It cannot invade the soul.
    It cannot reduce eternal life.
    It cannot quench the spirit.
    Our greatest enemy is not disease, but despair.

    Lots of love,
    Stacey

     
  • At 9:14 PM PDT, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    It's amazing how a little girl I have never met before hold such a special place in my heart. I've been keeping up to date through your daily journal for some time now. I only wish I could do something. I know I can keep you in my thoughts and prayers. I will be thinking of that sweet little girl and her wonderful family!

    The Long Family
    (Seiple friends from Colorado)

     
  • At 10:06 PM PDT, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Hello Hello
    I am glad to hear that the rash doesn't seem to be getting larger and parts are improving. But her poor tummy. I just hope that she is slightly more comfortable and that those picu nurses are taking good care of her. I will come by and see you tommorow as I will be workin all day. If you need anything at all please let me know, I am here if you need anything.
    Amber

     
  • At 10:20 PM PDT, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Boys and I are praying every night, Arn. Hang in, my man; such a tough girl there and your energy and attitude are always inspiring.

    Love,

    Ringlers

     
  • At 10:41 PM PDT, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Aloha Mina - you are in our thoughts and prayers, as are your Mommy and Daddy and little Brother. We pray for you every day and every night that you will cross this hurdle and sail on to healthy days...
    with Aloha from Hawaii,
    Claire, Kurt, Elijah and Luke

     
  • At 10:58 PM PDT, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Hi guys- we've been reading daily to keep up with Mina. Just wanted to send the message that we're praying for you everyday and sending positve energy your way. Arnie, thank you for your daily journal...it helps keep the rest of our family in the loop. Keri, my cousin, you're an ispiration to me. You've held up like a champ and I admire your strength. Just know that you're loved and we're all here for you.

    Love, Lisa,Mark,Taylor,Connor,Parker and Peyton

     
  • At 11:33 PM PDT, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Mina: Just want you to know that the church prayed for you tonight. Craig prayed strong prayers from Luke 11 where Jesus taught on prayer to keep on asking boldly and with persistence. We contiue to ask Jesu for miraculous and complete healing for you precious baby girl. so happy that your anta is there for you at this time. we love you, Tutu and Richard

     
  • At 6:54 AM PDT, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Thank you, Arne, for your diligence in letting us know how your precious family is doing each day. My heart goes out to you and Keri, and my days begin and end with positive thoughts and prayers for Mina. I love looking at the pictures you've put together, love Mina's smile, and especially love seeing Mina and Isaac together. Today I will visualize you and Keri running on the beach in ten years, trying to catch up with Mina and Isaac. All of this will seem so long ago then.

    Love, Aunt Joan

     
  • At 7:29 AM PDT, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Still praying for you little Mina. We hope you are back in your old room soon.( Lots of people are praying for you, including Jessicas entire Softball team.) WE hope today goes better foryou and we will keep you in our thoughts all day long. Give your mommy and daddy a BIG hug.

    Amy, Adrian and family

     
  • At 9:26 AM PDT, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Hi Miss Mina,
    Kep on improving. I have all of my freinds and teachers praying for you to heal and be the same little girl you were before your cancer. Love you tons everyone will keep sending you prayers. Love Tessie XOXOXOXOXO

     
  • At 9:42 AM PDT, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    We really hope Mina will feel better soon. Awful to read about the pain she was in yesterday. We'll be off for Stockholm over the weekend, so we probably won't have a chance to log in until Monday. We pray and hope for improvement.
    Lots of love, Pia. Martin + kids

     
  • At 12:18 PM PDT, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    What an incredible anount of love you all have for one another. I am so touched. Know that you are in our prayers daily and that as we all struggle to deal with Mina's pain, and your heartache, we are inspired by the remarkable way in which you have chosen to deal with each day.
    For me, none of this makes any sense and I want to share a writting by a Greek philosopher, Aechulys, that became a mantra for me when Tess was so sick (and I was so crazy and so furious with God). It goes like this:
    Even in sleep
    pain, which cannot forget
    falls, drop by drop upon the heart
    until in despair
    and against our own will
    comes wisdom
    through the awesome grace of God.

    I pray for you health, and peace and comfort. We love you.
    Shauna

     

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